backyard crowing
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Blaine & Jane have a breakup of sorts
so tonight we stopped! we are all the better for it. [jane] hello (23:10) [blaine] howdy! [jane] that's an aggie saying [jane] :D (23:11) [blaine] haha [jane] i'm a t-sip (23:11) [blaine] well i'm borrowing it (23:11) [blaine] what's t-sip [jane] okay then :) [jane] longhorn [jane] ut [jane] there it is now i've said it [jane] do you guys have a mascot? (23:13) [blaine] awesome :D (23:13) [blaine] is that the orange and white one? [jane] yup (23:13) [blaine] yeah, georgian grizzlies [jane] a school of 50,000 [jane] really? cool! [jane] hey have you ever seen that documentary called grizzly man? [jane] it's fantastic (23:14) [blaine] no i sure haven't (23:14) [blaine] what's it about [jane] it's about a guy who spent 13 summers in alaska living amongst grizzly bears. he was an alcoholic before he started living with them and [jane] during the non-summer months he went to schools and told kids about bears [jane] for free [jane] and people thought he was crazy for doing it [jane] but infact he had his priorities right (23:15) [blaine] yeah [jane] he was doing what he loved (23:15) [blaine] if he dug hanging out with bears (23:15) [blaine] he should hang out with bears [jane] absolutely! [jane] so the documentary isn't about bears at all, it's about a man finding what he's passionate about, and then doing it now matter what other people say [jane] inspiring and completely [jane] he did die doing it though, and so did his girlfriend [jane] that's the sad part (23:17) [blaine] how? [jane] but he even said in the documentary, "I will die for these bears, I will die for these bears, I will die for these bears. You try to do this and you will get killed." [jane] by a bear [jane] no less (23:17) [blaine] that sucks (23:18) [blaine] did the bear just get mad and swat him [jane] yeah, but still, he loved it [jane] yeah, it was a bear he didn't "know" too well [jane] he made friends with them [jane] and the one who killed him and his girlfriend was new to the area [jane] there might be a trailer on the internet (23:19) [blaine] huh [jane] a trailer--you know, an ad, a preview [jane] maybe it's called something different au canada [jane] for example we don't call serviettes napkins (23:20) [blaine] haha, i know what both are (23:20) [blaine] that was more of a declarative huh [jane] http://www.apple.com/trailers/lions_gate/grizzly_man/ (23:20) [blaine] like, i should check it out [jane] if you want [jane] it's there (23:23) [blaine] i'm going to right now (23:23) [blaine] :D [jane] okay :) (23:32) [blaine] i need to see that [jane] yeah, it was interesting [jane] so what are you up to tonight? (23:35) [blaine] i don't know (23:36) [blaine] i went and say syriana (23:36) [blaine] liked it (23:36) [blaine] now i just sat down to relax for a bit (23:36) [blaine] what about you [jane] i've heard of that. what was it about? [jane] studying for english tommorow (23:36) [blaine] oil companies (23:36) [blaine] that's what i was doing yesterday (23:36) [blaine] oil companies and the role of government in big business [jane] yup yup yup (23:36) [blaine] i enjoyed it, but it wouldn't be for everyone [jane] and how did the english test go [jane] i'll check it out then [jane] it's taking a while to download the trailer but i am [jane] that looks suspenseful [jane] anyways i bet you're wearing more clothes than i am now (23:48) [blaine] well (23:48) [blaine] i have a t-shirt and a pair of basketball shorts on (23:48) [blaine] how about you [jane] i have a hairtie in my hair [jane] the roommate is gone ce soir :) [jane] i'm under black fuzzy blankets (23:49) [blaine] uh oh! (23:49) [blaine] yeah, that's not much clothing now is it [jane] no it isn't! [jane] you're not saying much [jane] i'm not lying, you know (23:50) [blaine] i know, i got watching those movie trailers (23:50) [blaine] haha [jane] well i'm not! (23:50) * blaine is embarassed now [jane] hehehe (23:50) [blaine] i figured once you said you were going to be studying (23:50) [blaine] i would give you some time and space [jane] yes, but i don't have the test until tommorow evening [jane] i can probably be on here thirty minutes or so [jane] but that's very nice of you * jane takes out her hairtie [jane] and of course if you need to study we can always do this another time ;) (23:53) [blaine] jane (23:53) [blaine] what kind of person would i be [jane] hehehe [jane] to keep me begging for more? (23:53) * blaine kisses jane deeply * jane presses her naked body up against him (23:54) * blaine lifts his shirt up over his head so he can feel jane's chest against his * jane finds blaine's shirt unneccessary again, too (23:54) * blaine kisses jane's neck, allowing his tongue to drag against it just a touch * jane is truly shivering * jane's wet hair makes her colder yet (23:55) * blaine lays jane down and presses his body against hers, on top of her * jane shakes wildly, clawing his basketball shorts down * jane's teeth are starting to chatter (23:56) * blaine drags the shaft of his cock up and down by moving his hips across jane's (23:56) * blaine grinds against her as his lips and tongue dance across hers * jane sighs and closes her eyes * jane breathes hard and focuses her eyes on his (23:57) * blaine kisses jane's lips, then her chin (23:58) * blaine kisses against jane's neck, between her breasts * jane wishes he would lick her nipples a bit to keep her warm * jane is still shaking like a leaf from the cold (23:59) * blaine obliges jane and circles his tongue around her nipple slowly * jane cries out (23:59) * blaine sucks the tip of it into his mouth just a bit, flicking the tip of his tongue across it * jane "Oh wow, oh blaine!" * jane's nipples poke out and form gooesbumps (0:00) * blaine suckles at them a little more insistently, loving jane's reaction to what his mouth is doing * jane licks her lips and sighs (0:01) * blaine has her other nipple between his fingers, rolling and tweaking it a bit * jane pulls her black fleece blanket around them * jane it doesn't take much until both of her nipples are both excited, together * jane has her legs tightly shut * jane doesn't want to be tempted (0:03) * blaine lingers on them, switching which one he is paying attention to with his mouth * jane shudders * jane licks her lips again, wondering if she'll last (0:04) * blaine has his mouth fastened on it, brushing it with his tongue again and again * jane can feel blaine's hands roaming around every inch of her body's surface (0:05) * blaine has them stroking her hips and inner thighs, strategically avoiding her special spot to tease jane * jane whines just a bit as he nears where she needs it most * jane takes her pearls from the bedside table * jane whispers to him, "Maybe these will come in handy." (0:07) * blaine hears jane's frustrations and strokes his fingers just through her pubic area, narrowly avoiding her pussy * jane cries out as he is coming awfully close * jane puts her hand on his cock and rubs gently (0:08) * blaine loves teasing his jane like this (0:09) [blaine] feels his cock start to grow in her hands * jane is crazed at the moment but loves the teasing as well * jane loves the way it hardens quickly at the command of her fingers * jane knew she ought to help him get to her level * jane still has her legs shut, but they seem a little looser now * jane is starting to give in (0:11) * blaine finally allows his finger tips to brush against jane's clitoris (0:11) * blaine presses it against her gently and starts to rub it in a small rhythmic circle * jane's legs spring open, she can't stand it anymore * jane is already quite wet inside (0:13) * blaine takes advantage of this and slides two of his fingers into jane very slowly * jane's hips pop up at every circle (0:13) * blaine uses his thumb to continue to brush against jane's clitoris * jane gasps at the touch of his fingers inside her (0:14) * blaine starts slowly slowly making jane's favourite motion against the front of her pussy inside of her * jane shrieks and knows she's in for it * jane puts her tongue in blaine's mouth to half distract him * jane shivers like a madwoman (0:16) * blaine swirls his around jane's as he starts making his motions inside of her faster and more insistent (0:16) * blaine loves how wet his little jane feels * jane is plenty warm inside and slicker than before (0:17) * blaine keeps his thumb depressing her clitoris as he strokes her inside (0:17) * blaine breaks his kiss so that his mouth can pay attention to her nipple once again * jane has never had a guy pay this much attention to her and loves it * jane sighs loudly (0:19) * blaine is working jane's pussy at a quickish pace now, suckling at her nipple hungrily * jane moves her hips so that his fingers can hit just the right spot * jane thinks tonight they're typing slower as they both have their fingers busy * jane is getting more intense by the minute * jane "blaine, that's enough! Come on in blaine!" (0:21) * blaine lets his tongue slide down jane's body as he replaces his thumb on her clitoris with his warm, probing tongue * jane "Oh wait, yes, yes, do that!" (0:21) * blaine "not without getting a taste of my jane first" (0:21) * blaine laps at her clitoris as he strokes inside of her pussy (0:22) * blaine loves the way jane tastes, clean and fresh out of the shower and very worked up for him * jane really did just get out of the shower, her hair is still tousled and damp * jane is so glad her roommate decided to go see a movie (0:23) * blaine knows and is licking at her pussy hungrily * jane enjoys blaine's incessant teasing, letting her needs linger just a bit more (0:24) * blaine is really grinding his fingers against her special spot inside of her as he continues licking * jane yells, "Enough!" * jane then whispers, "You didn't think I would forget you, did you?" (0:25) * blaine "it's not about me tonight at all jane" * jane "Yes, but do you need some help?" * jane "I'm here to help, you know, if you need me." * jane gasps * jane "Oh good grief blaine let's hurry it up!" * jane "Do you need my help or not?" (0:26) * blaine "all i need you to do is get in whatever position you want me to enter you in" * jane "Okay. OKAY!" * jane takes his cock in her little hands and shows him precisely where * jane pushes into him slowly, wincing (0:28) * blaine leans into jane, pushing his cock through her tiny opening (0:29) * blaine watches the head of it disappear into her * jane screams feeling him penetrate her, finally something other than his fingers! * jane develops a steady pulse between them * jane's orgasm grows (0:31) * blaine keeps up his momentum, driving himself all the way into his jane, feeling his cock sink all the way in * jane shakes her head from side to side, pleading and breathing ever harder * jane savors the sensation of him warm and hard inside herself (0:32) * blaine lays on jane with his cock as deep inside of her as he can get it and starts to grind his hips against her * jane shivers more as she feels him massaging her inside * jane squeezes him intently * jane grabs at him, insane (0:33) * blaine groans out as he feels jane doing this (0:33) * blaine rhythmically moves his hips back and forth * jane sharply pulls him in and keeps him there for a moment * jane "Stop." * jane lets go after a moment after this sudden halt and then keeps pumping again * jane's feeling grows and grows (0:35) * blaine can feel jane trembling within and loves it (0:36) * blaine "you feel so good inside jane, it's amazing" * jane shakes her hair off of her face * all she can do is whimper (0:36) * blaine feels every movement of jane's inside through the sensitive head of his cock (0:36) * blaine moves it so it strokes against her favourite spot * jane enjoys his steady motions and head inside her deeply * jane gapes at the thrill of it all (0:38) * blaine does this more intensely, but yet not much faster * jane loves having her pussy filled like this, loves the pumping * jane shoves her tongue inside blaine's mouth * jane doesn't let up on what's happening below (0:40) * blaine is pumping along with jane, while kissing her deeply (0:40) * blaine really hopes jane is having a good time * jane "You don't need to worry big boy, she's delighted." * jane "This is it." (0:41) * blaine starts fucking jane harder, feels his animal side taking over, seeing his lovely jane spread out under him * jane comes all over blaine, drowning him in her wet juice * jane sighs louder than before * jane lies without moving a muscle * jane is exhausted * jane whispers to blaine, "You know exactly what you're doing." (0:44) * blaine loves the way it feels on him (0:44) [blaine] really jane (0:44) [blaine] were you able to touch yourself at all [jane] yes (0:44) [blaine] was it good? [jane] i got a bit worried though (0:44) [blaine] poor jane :( [jane] with my fingers sometimes on the keys...i'm not sure what all is on these keys (0:45) [blaine] don't worry [jane] yeah, it was nice (0:45) [blaine] that's nothing to concern yourself with [jane] hehehe (0:45) [blaine] really (0:45) [blaine] you felt good? [jane] yeah, i did! (0:45) [blaine] yeah!!! (0:45) [blaine] awesome jane [jane] i mean (and i'll be honest) i didn't come but it was nice! (0:45) [blaine] i'm really really glad to hear that you know (0:46) [blaine] i know, i wasn't expecting you to [jane] i guess it just takes practice :) [jane] and you, monsieur? [jane] i realize if i had helped you it might have been better for you (0:48) [blaine] no (0:48) [blaine] not at all (0:48) [blaine] i just wanted to make you happy [jane] awww [jane] thank you :) [jane] maybe i'll try and fall asleep tonight just like this [jane] i would like to [jane] but alas the studying [jane] only until friday though will i have tests! (0:49) [blaine] poor jane [jane] hehe [jane] are you done with yours yet? (0:50) [blaine] i'm glad that i made you feel good for a little bit (0:50) [blaine] i have a take home exam that needs to be done by friday [jane] thank you blaine :D it was really wow [jane] oh cool, a take home exam [jane] do you like it? * jane flips the lights back on (0:52) [blaine] i don't mind it (0:52) [blaine] i don't really want to find the time to do it (0:52) [blaine] but it's better than some exams [jane] do you have to write? (0:54) [blaine] yes i do (0:54) [blaine] not now though * jane listens to "Roxanne", oddly enough [jane] ;) (0:54) * blaine kisses jane * jane smiles sweetly * jane sings, "Put on the red light Roxaaaaane" * jane twirls her hair (0:55) * blaine chuckles and kisses jane again [jane] do you have a favorite movie? (0:57) [blaine] not particularly i guess (0:57) [blaine] movies are really tied to moods with me [jane] so it depends on your mood, which movie you'd like to see (0:57) [blaine] definitely [jane] have you seen [jane] amelie? [jane] it's one of my favorites (0:59) [blaine] yes i have (0:59) [blaine] very cute movie :) [jane] alongside mr. holland's opus and moulin rouge [jane] yeah, i love audrey taotao [jane] however you spell it [jane] i guess i like movies i feel like i can relate to [jane] or that i can relate to, but distantly (1:01) [blaine] that's true (1:01) [blaine] music movies on your list (1:01) [blaine] that's cute (1:01) [blaine] mr. holland's opus was a really nice movie (1:01) [blaine] i remember seeing it and it was much better than i thought it would be [jane] it's the reason i decided to play clarinet. i saw that red head (remember, with the pigtails) and wanted to become her (1:02) [blaine] oh yeah, i do remember [jane] she was discouraged but then succeeded! [jane] it came out when i was in fifth grade, about a year after my parents had split up (1:03) * blaine hugs jane [jane] i remember dad and i went to see it one wednesday night, but we couldn't stay till the end b/c i had to be back at mom's by a certain time [jane] boy i was miffed [jane] aww [jane] it was a long time ago though [jane] ten years, infact [jane] ten years last november [jane] er wait (1:04) [blaine] miffed (1:04) [blaine] that's such a good word [jane] hehe [jane] yeah, that's right. ten years! [jane] blaine is such a good word (1:05) [blaine] it's all right (1:05) [blaine] jane has more syllables though (1:05) [blaine] same amount of letters, more syllables [jane] jane has fewer letters, no? [jane] only five [jane] my real name has a whopping THREE syllables though [jane] it must be extra cool then [jane] haha [jane] i get the feeling sometimes my words appear on the screen faster than yours do [jane] oh Shaaaaayne (1:08) [blaine] oh jane (1:08) [blaine] i was just getting a glass of water, that's why my letters were slow in coming [jane] haha * jane wouldn't want her blaine getting thirsty, as usual [jane] comme d'habitude [jane] you really do pay less attention when we're not at it :( [jane] i think i've gotten old at this [jane] trite [jane] you probably do this with five other girls [jane] yet you are my only internet lover [jane] honestly (1:13) [blaine] no jane (1:13) [blaine] you're quite wrong (1:13) [blaine] a lot of people do like to talk to me though [jane] like this? (1:13) [blaine] mostly about damn school questions (1:13) [blaine] no, nothing like this (1:13) [blaine] i mean people on my MSN and stuff that i have added that i know (1:13) [blaine] for some reason i am a big advice person for them [jane] are you the smart one in your class (1:14) [blaine] not really, i do as little as possible [jane] are your classes small and easy to discuss in? [jane] my lit class is like 200 strong [jane] so we have a separate study session (1:15) [blaine] yeah they are (1:15) [blaine] my biggest class is about 40 [jane] that's awesome! [jane] wow [jane] i'm jealous ;) (1:15) [blaine] it has it's ups and it's downs [jane] and glad to hear this is unusual for you too (1:15) [blaine] it's difficult to cut class which i don't like (1:16) [blaine] if i don't want to be there, i don't go (1:16) [blaine] and some of your teachers take it personally [jane] i have and 8 oclock with about 25 people which sucks [jane] but then all of my other classes are huge (1:17) [blaine] i hate early classes with a passion [jane] if you don't want to be there, you don't go? wow, i rarely want to go (1:17) [blaine] well, i won't learn anything (1:17) [blaine] so even if i just sleep in i feel like i spent my time more effectively (1:17) [blaine] rather than being tired and not able to concentrate on reading [jane] yeah, i signed up for classes late because i worked all summer long and didn't have time to come for orientation [jane] you must have a ton to read as an english major [jane] i'm definitely a night owl too [jane] although i suppose that's obvious (1:19) [blaine] i do have a lot (1:19) [blaine] but i do it selectively now (1:19) [blaine] you don't need to know everything (1:19) [blaine] just have to focus on what you'll need for essays/exams [jane] really? that's what i've discovered works for my lit exams [jane] but it's frustrating to think that he believes we will truly read all of the stuff "required" (1:20) [blaine] i don't even buy it all (1:20) [blaine] if i think it's going to be garbage, i don't bother (1:21) [blaine] it's up to me after all [jane] i've never read EVERYTHING he assigns us (1:21) [blaine] i can get it later if it turns out to be essential [jane] you don't buy it all? wow [jane] well, i don't buy the recommended stuff unless the prof says we absolutely need it [jane] but if it's required it's in my backpack [jane] i suppose you do have quite a few books then (1:22) [blaine] i'm a lazy, selective student (1:22) [blaine] i educate myself more than school educates me (1:22) [blaine] i read indepedantly and follow current events (1:22) [blaine] bad spelling there, but whatever * jane isn't caring (1:23) [blaine] yeah, most of the time when i'm sat here, i'm just avoiding talking to people that i don't want to talk to and reading articles [jane] i try to avoid my family on msn and my "friends" on im [jane] and i chat with you and download music and write in my journal everyday (1:24) [blaine] yeah, same pretty much [jane] what current events do you like reading about? [jane] hey do you think you write differently when you type vs. when you write on paper? [jane] i know i tend to write better stuff when it's on paper, but i do type faster (1:27) [blaine] i don't know, i try to keep my writing style clear and concise [jane] what do you enjoy writing about most? [jane] oh dear now i am throwing school type questions at you i suppose (1:29) [blaine] that's all right (1:29) [blaine] i like to write about just relationships i guess (1:29) [blaine] not even love ones (1:29) [blaine] just the way people affect each other [jane] do you think being out in nature helps you write? (1:31) [blaine] no (1:31) [blaine] i honestly don't use many adjectives when i do (1:31) [blaine] i like dialogue better than description [jane] would you say you prefer reading and writing dialogue better than description? (1:33) [blaine] yes [jane] i was just thinking it's good that you enjoy reading the news and whatnot, it will help you when you're a sportswriter [jane] i would think (1:34) [blaine] i just like to know things [jane] you've got that innate curiosity, that's great [jane] so have you ever published anything? [jane] i won't ask what (1:36) [blaine] no, i haven't (1:36) [blaine] i don't really know how yet (1:36) [blaine] nor do i want to until i (1:36) [blaine] i'm finished with school (1:36) [blaine] or else i'll just drop out [jane] you're really thinking about dropping out? (1:37) [blaine] i would if i had something better i thought i could be doing [jane] that's a good standard to live by! [jane] i don't think i would drop out. my mother wants so badly for me to have a degree [jane] and i know she's right [jane] although i can't say i haven't thought about it [jane] briefly though, only briefly [jane] i want a degree too (1:38) [blaine] my parents would be pissed (1:39) [blaine] but if i thought i was doing the right thing, i would be more pissed at myself for passing it up (1:39) [blaine] plus i pay my own way (1:39) [blaine] so it would be my own success or failure [jane] i think that makes a major difference [jane] i pay part of my way [jane] but i rely a lot on my mom financially [jane] i can't say i don't (1:41) [blaine] yeah, it definitely makes you feel more obligated (1:41) [blaine] which can be a good push in the right direction in some ways [jane] but i think it means more, the more money you put into getting your own degree the more you want it [jane] maybe [jane] for some people anyway [jane] anyways i wouldn't have any idea what to do if i dropped out. i mean, what then? go work at walmart and live at home? no way. [jane] i have bigger dreams than that [jane] of course then there are people who don't even have the option of a college education (1:43) [blaine] i would only if i thought i was abandoning it for something that made me happier [jane] sounds like you know what you're doing (1:43) [blaine] maybe (1:44) [blaine] we'll see about that i guess [jane] what would you do? just work and write? (1:44) [blaine] sure (1:44) [blaine] if somebody would pay me enough that i wasn't living a bad life (1:44) [blaine] i don't need much stuff [jane] just time and a pencil! [jane] oh no. that wasn't a double meaning that time [jane] hehehe (1:46) [blaine] :P (1:46) * blaine hugs jane [jane] you are cute always (1:47) [blaine] you dwarf me in cuteness [jane] hahahahahaha [jane] now that i'm sure is untrue * jane kisses blaine [jane] next time you get a girlfriend do write her love letters if you never had before [jane] she will love it (1:49) [blaine] really? [jane] yes! are you kidding? [jane] definitely (1:49) [blaine] won't she just throw them all out after she starts hating me [jane] girls LOVE love letters [jane] yeah, but what if she doesn't? [jane] some girls keep their love letters even if they never get back with the guy! it can be a real boost of confidence! (1:50) [blaine] i don't know (1:50) [blaine] i don't know much about it [jane] ?! [jane] you're a friggin' english major [jane] i mean i don't think you should sit down and force yourself to come up with poems that don't flow naturally [jane] but just when you're thinking of her, it's so sweet really [jane] then again, it's not really too important what i think you should and should not do [jane] these are just ideas (1:52) [blaine] most of the time i think about people who fight with each other (1:52) [blaine] because i think it's more interesting (1:52) [blaine] i like people that argue with me (1:53) [blaine] because i have a big ego and think that i am always right (1:53) [blaine] that makes me sound crazy, but it's the truth [jane] no, i get it [jane] you need a challenge, that's normal [jane] and healthy [jane] so maybe you liked it more when i was * jane kicks blaine in balls [jane] and you're competitive i guess what with your sports background, it makes sense (1:54) [blaine] haha (1:55) [blaine] yes, i need repeated kicks in the gonads [jane] HAHAHAHA (1:55) [blaine] i don't like either more or less (1:55) [blaine] you're somebody that i care about [jane] you are too :) [jane] don't like either what? (1:56) [blaine] if you act nice to me or mean (1:56) [blaine] just act the way you feel like acting [jane] well that's a relief [jane] truly it is (1:56) [blaine] yeah, sometimes it takes me a minute to talk or whatever (1:56) [blaine] but it's not because i'm not interested (1:57) [blaine] there's too many things to do in this world [jane] yes, there are * jane smiles [jane] so how did you find out about soulseek? my former roommate's ex told her about it [jane] and she in turn told me (1:58) [blaine] i don't really even remember (1:58) [blaine] it was a long while ago (1:58) [blaine] somebody told me that it was similar to napster and i liked napster [jane] i heard somebody say in the indie chat a few days ago that in canada they can't press charges if you steal music [jane] i wasn't saavy enough when napster was popular to get into it [jane] i had a friend who did the napster thing though (1:59) [blaine] yeah, i think that's true about pressing charges [jane] and i've done napster legally, with the little card [jane] of course, in the indie chatroom.....no one is safe [jane] from utter beration! (2:00) [blaine] haha really? (2:00) [blaine] oh ha ha [jane] haha i don't even know if that's a word (2:01) [blaine] if not, it's close enough that it should enter the english language (2:01) [blaine] it conveys its meaning [jane] yay then! [jane] oh hey what do you think of questionable content? (2:02) [blaine] it was good [jane] i admit it is a litle weird sometimes (2:02) [blaine] i read about 100 or so, then i gave up [jane] there are i think at least 400 [jane] it's a big time waster but fun (2:03) [blaine] i like to waste time every now and again [jane] so yeah, faye is i guess where i got some of my "violence" earlier [jane] she's a riot, i love how angry she is (2:04) [blaine] seemed like a pretty cool person to know [jane] and marten, my gosh what a sweetie [jane] but the author (jeph jacques) claims that he doesn't base his cartoon on real life at all (2:05) [blaine] really? (2:05) [blaine] i wonder how you can do that [jane] yup. but my dad doesn't believe it [jane] the people ARE rather outlandish but i don't know [jane] maybe he just doesn't want to admit he uses people he knows [jane] b/c those people read his stuff (2:06) [blaine] probably (2:06) [blaine] you could get yourself into trouble that way [jane] hehe, yeah * jane listens to deathcab for cutie's 'title and registration' (2:08) [blaine] i'm listening to a band called the cramps [jane] ouch! [jane] are they good? [jane] i had a friend who had these terrible cramps on a band trip. she was curled up in the corner in front of everybody, poor thing [jane] mine are never that bad thank goodness (2:09) [blaine] i like them, but i don't see how a lot of people would (2:10) [blaine] that's good [jane] hehe yeah too much information i'm sure (2:10) [blaine] not really (2:10) [blaine] i know what goes on (2:10) [blaine] but getting them to a crippling degree would be lousy [jane] would it be different if i told you to your face these things? (2:11) [blaine] no [jane] yeah, she was reduced to tears [jane] really? (2:11) [blaine] i'm not naive [jane] i think i probably wouldn't say any of that at all [jane] i would be looking over my shoulder, thinking she was somehow in the same room and listening [jane] yes, naive you're not :) [jane] and that's a good thing! (2:12) [blaine] :) [jane] it probably sounded rude though (2:12) [blaine] no (2:12) [blaine] not at all [jane] well good then [jane] i don't seem to anger you too much (2:13) [blaine] nobody does [jane] then again i don't anger anyone too much except my mother [jane] but yet you enjoy fighting? oh but i guess you mean arguing, not fighting (2:14) [blaine] debate (2:14) [blaine] i don't take much personally (2:14) [blaine] no point [jane] did you say you were a Christian? [jane] i can't remember (2:15) [blaine] i like jesus, i'm not religious [jane] i ought to go to church and pray more often. i'm not religious either, but i am a Christian. [jane] and it feels almost odd to say that to you (2:16) [blaine] it doesn't bother me if i go to church or not [jane] have you read emily dickinson? (2:17) [blaine] people who go to church and then treat people like garbage aren't better than me (2:17) [blaine] yeah, some of it [jane] well she has some poems--one in particular--that pertain to the whole not going to church thing [jane] "Some Keep The Sabbath" [jane] i think is the title [jane] and she also says "The Bible is an ancient volume" [jane] i don't think i'd mind being her [jane] sitting around writing poems all day (2:19) [blaine] i wouldn't want to be intimidated by leaving my house [jane] she was intimidated by leaving her house? (2:19) [blaine] she was a complete recluse [jane] i wonder if she would go in chatrooms if she were born a bit later [jane] we're reading prufrock right now (2:20) [blaine] do you like it [jane] t.s. eliot, crazy stuff. i don't know if i understand it [jane] he has explained it a few times though [jane] so i think i have it [jane] but honestly i haven't even finished reading it yet [jane] do you like it? * jane gets out her lit book (2:21) [blaine] i was fine with it (2:21) [blaine] some parts were better than others for me (2:22) [blaine] i don't enjoy repetition [jane] he was a sort of recluse, no? [jane] i mean good grief if he can't even eat a peach [jane] or maybe not (2:23) [blaine] seems like more of an antisocial person than a true recluse (2:23) [blaine] but that's just hair splitting anyway [jane] hair splitting? (2:23) [blaine] you know (2:23) [blaine] splitting hairs (2:23) [blaine] looking at minor, insignificant details [jane] like frightening or scary? [jane] oh, true, gotcha (2:26) [blaine] i'm getting tired (2:26) [blaine] it sucks [jane] to get tired? [jane] me too [jane] the caffeine in my smoothie is wearing off [jane] do you need to go? (2:27) [blaine] no (2:27) [blaine] i just wish i was more awake [jane] are you still studying (2:28) [blaine] no (2:28) [blaine] gave up [jane] would you call what we do sometimes cyber sex? i'm pretty sure that's us defined sometimes [jane] but i never thought i was the type to do it [jane] like...ever [jane] and i'm hating talking about it right now, actually (2:30) [blaine] i don't know [jane] ohdo change the subject (2:30) [blaine] it doesn't bother me one way or another, i like to make you happy because i like you (2:31) [blaine] it means nothing to me as a title or anything because it's private [jane] thank you (2:32) [blaine] you can call two people having sex fornication and feel bad about it if you want too [jane] i guess i feel a little less bad for doing it then, whatever "it" is (2:32) [blaine] ugly titles for things between two people are just tools for people who aren't involved to judge [jane] but if they're married? [jane] i like that. (2:32) [blaine] to me it's no big deal if they are or aren't, as long as nobody is using anybody (2:33) [blaine] it's private * jane hugs blaine tightly (2:34) * blaine hugs jane (2:34) [blaine] i don't give a fuck about anybody but myself and the people i care about (2:34) [blaine] everybody else can keep to themselves [jane] do you make friends easily? [jane] so do you hate politics then? (2:35) [blaine] sure [jane] because honestly i hate politics (2:35) [blaine] i don't hate it, but i don't sit around thinking i can change it [jane] you can vote at 18 in canada, right? (2:35) [blaine] me arguing with somebody about it doesn't accomplish much (2:35) [blaine] and i don't like people who talk and then don't bother to act (2:35) [blaine] yes [jane] so you enjoy arguing about things other than politics (2:36) [blaine] sure [jane] like about the truth? [jane] but what kind of truths? (2:36) [blaine] sure (2:36) [blaine] people always ask my opinion on stuff for some reason [jane] i guess i am no exception then! [jane] maybe that's God telling you something [jane] what i don't know [jane] i do quiz you quite a bit (2:38) [blaine] it's all right, i'm used to it [jane] would you rather be the one asking the questions? [jane] i mean, are you uncomfortable that people come to you with their uncertainties? [jane] because you know you don't know everything? (2:39) [blaine] no, i don't mind (2:40) [blaine] i don't like to ask a bunch of questions because people normally let you know what they're like (2:40) [blaine] everybody likes to learn things differently (2:40) [blaine] so i don't mind questions [jane] in high school were you more outgoing than you are now? (2:42) [blaine] no, i don't mind being alone and i don't mind being around friends (2:43) [blaine] i'm comfortable with alone time, i don't get bored or feel bad [jane] you sound very level-headed (2:43) [blaine] thanks [jane] i'm not too talented socially [jane] you're welcome [jane] (i suppose that's why i'm in a chatroom rather than out clubbing, cha!) [jane] but perhaps people who ask questions only want the person answering to feel like they can go on and on about themselves if they really want to (2:45) [blaine] yeah (2:45) [blaine] sometimes i feel like that (2:46) [blaine] sometimes i don't [jane] whereas if the question answerers aren't questioned, they feel they shouldn't talk about themselves (2:46) [blaine] tonight i'm in a pretty relaxed mood [jane] and then there are professors [jane] the most long-winded of them all [jane] but also the most interesting [jane] er, sometimes (2:47) [blaine] it depends on if i get the impression that they know what they're talking about [jane] i can't believe my roommate is still not here (2:49) [blaine] must be some movie! [jane] hahahaha [jane] must be! [jane] that or she's spending the night [jane] i wonder if they'll get married [jane] i don't have any married friends (2:50) [blaine] i have one set [jane] not young ones, anyway [jane] yeah? how do they like it? (2:50) [blaine] their wedding was fun (2:50) [blaine] they seem fine with it, but it's not like i'm there [jane] haha yeah [jane] are your parents together? (2:52) [blaine] yeah, they are (2:52) [blaine] they live in a different city, remember [jane] oh yeah [jane] and left the house to you guys [jane] do you have house parties [jane] that could be fun [jane] oh and you're all of age [jane] how cool * jane realizes she is a dork american * who doesn't have of-age friends (2:54) [blaine] no way (2:54) [blaine] our house is pretty tidy (2:54) [blaine] i would hate to have to clean that kind of crap up [jane] that's cool [jane] yep (2:54) [blaine] cans and pizza boxes all over (2:54) [blaine] forget it [jane] total pain [jane] plus i am assuming your parents own or rent the place? or maybe not, i don't know [jane] oh don't feel like you have to answer that [jane] or any of my questions, for that matter [jane] that's prying an awful lot (2:56) [blaine] own, yeah * jane listens to "The Sound of Settling" (2:57) [blaine] i should put some music on [jane] is your sister this much of a night person too * jane's roomie walks in (2:59) [blaine] not that much, no (2:59) [blaine] oh really [jane] yup (2:59) [blaine] well, i guess it was good while it lasted eh ;) [jane] hehe it sure was [jane] i have to wash my face [jane] just a minute (3:00) [blaine] ok [jane] i'm baaaack [jane] good morning, blaine! (3:11) [blaine] good morning jane [jane] and in case i don't see ya, good afternoon good evening and goodnight! [jane] that's from that movie the truman show (3:12) [blaine] yeah, i recognised it (3:13) * blaine hugs jane * jane kisses blaine (3:13) [blaine] cute little jand (3:13) [blaine] :D * jane runs her fingers through blaine's hair (3:14) * blaine wraps his arms around jane's waist [jane] "I need you so much closer." [jane] that's a song lyric (3:15) [blaine] it suits [jane] it does (3:15) [blaine] i want to be as close to you as two people can get (3:16) [blaine] right inside * jane rubs her cheek along his (3:17) * blaine strokes up and down jane's back * jane whispers, "I need you so much closer." * jane "So come on." * jane "Come on. Come on." (3:18) * blaine holds his cock and slides it into his jane's pussy (3:18) * blaine "back where it belongs" * jane's feet feel nailed into the floor * jane wraps her arms around him * jane lays her face on his neck, kissing it (3:19) * blaine presses his chest so tight to hers * jane can feel his very heart beat (3:21) * blaine presses as much of his body against jane as he can [jane] is that too much? no, that's too much. too real (3:21) [blaine] no (3:21) [blaine] it's not (3:21) [blaine] it was nice (3:21) [blaine] just rela (3:21) [blaine] relax [jane] but i want that with a real lover [jane] or husband (3:21) [blaine] anyone does [jane] i don't know i guess imagining it seems [jane] sad [jane] like i'd want to discover that without imagining it first [jane] you know? with that person [jane] but i digress...but i want to digress [jane] i'm sure you don't (3:23) [blaine] i don't mind (3:23) [blaine] you can do whatever you feel like you have to do (3:23) [blaine] you sound like you feel guilty or something and if you do, we don't have to do anything (3:24) [blaine] i like making you feel good about yourself, not bad [jane] ok [jane] well i like it and then later i'm not sure if i did or not (3:24) [blaine] then don't [jane] i guess i just like the idea of being close to a guy [jane] i'm sorry, i am (3:25) [blaine] don't worry about it [jane] this is a rotten way to try and cure loneliness, if that's what it is [jane] and now i'm depressing blaine in Canada (3:26) [blaine] no you're not (3:26) [blaine] the only person who can do that is myself (3:26) [blaine] i like you, but if you feel bad about me, then it's a bad situation for you [jane] no, i like you too (3:27) [blaine] and i'm not here to make people feel bad [jane] well me neither! [jane] i don't do it on purpose anyway [jane] i'm glad you understand (3:27) [blaine] you do things perfectly, it's my fault (3:27) [blaine] i'm sorry [jane] no really, it's okay [jane] i did enjoy it [jane] but like i said afterwards i wasn't so sure (3:28) [blaine] i never wanted to make you feel bad [jane] i know you didn't [jane] it's not a big deal [jane] but now a significant part of our little history is gone [jane] that's okay though (3:29) [blaine] it's something that made you feel bad so it's for the best really [jane] yeah, for sure [jane] so have you ever played a musical instrument? (3:30) [blaine] you should have told me (3:30) [blaine] i'm sorry [jane] no, like i said it's really okay (3:31) [blaine] i can be an idiot i guess [jane] it's done now, and i'm glad (3:31) [blaine] no, not really [jane] no! blaine! [jane] what? (3:31) [blaine] i haven't played an instrument [jane] ah, okay (3:33) [blaine] i wish i knew how, but i guess that's life [jane] why did you start chatting with me anyway? [jane] i probably said something in the indie chat (3:34) [blaine] i thought you seemed like a really nice person (3:34) [blaine] i didn't set out to make you feel crappy or any of that stuff [jane] awww (3:34) [blaine] i'm not a bad person really [jane] i know. don't worry about it (3:35) [blaine] i feel so stupid [jane] neither am i, which somehow you believe [jane] don't, i still really enjoy chatting with you [jane] and i'm glad i've got that off my chest [jane] and hopefully this won't get boring, i don't think it will at all though (3:36) [blaine] i think i'm gonna go to bed [jane] ok (3:36) [blaine] i don't feel so good [jane] i'm sorry. (3:37) [blaine] it's my own fault [jane] what? [jane] oh blaine [jane] please (3:37) [blaine] i acted like a fool [jane] so did i (3:37) [blaine] no [jane] we're only human [jane] no? i could have stopped it from the beginning [jane] 'we're only human" --i'm pretty sure you said that to me once (3:38) [blaine] you did in your head by not liking it (3:38) [blaine] and then i just kept acting like an idiot [jane] well don't feel like i am holding it against you. (3:39) [blaine] who wouldn't [jane] what? (3:40) [blaine] like what did you do, laugh or just ignore it or what [jane] ignore it?! [jane] no, i was into it [jane] imagining it (3:40) [blaine] i bet [jane] i was trying to make it interesting (3:41) [blaine] yeah, can't be easy to do [jane] just afterwards i didn't know if i felt like it was right (3:41) [blaine] i wish you had just told me to stop [jane] i did! [jane] basically [jane] and you caught on (3:41) [blaine] i'm stupid [jane] no, you're not (3:42) [blaine] like honestly, you can admit it [jane] if you feel so bad just pray for forgiveness, He'll give it! [jane] i don't know, that's what i'm doing [jane] this really is a weird way to sin [jane] but it's everywhere (3:43) [blaine] you didn't (3:43) [blaine] i did (3:43) [blaine] you were just trying to be nice [jane] who are you to say when i'm not sinning? hmmm? [jane] can't only two beings truly know that? (the beings being God and myself?) (3:44) [blaine] you didn't because you didn't buy into it (3:44) [blaine] i thought we were making each other happy but you knew better [jane] i guess we'll just have to agree to disagree on this one [jane] what? we were. [jane] i just don't think it's right (for me) to continue [jane] voila. there it is. (3:45) [blaine] i know (3:45) [blaine] and i'm really sorry [jane] it's okay. [jane] like i said, i enjoy chatting with you [jane] well, i guess i'll talk to you later then (3:47) [blaine] you're gonna go to bed? [jane] what am i saying? of course i will. that sounded awfully final. [jane] i thought you were (3:47) [blaine] i wouldn't blame you if it was final [jane] well, it's not :) (3:48) [blaine] i am but i have a bunch of stuff downloading [jane] cool [jane] what are you downloading? [jane] ahhh, and on with the questions... [jane] hehe (3:49) [blaine] some classical guitar stuff [jane] my uncle was very into guitar for a while [jane] he was a perfectionist and practiced (or is it practised in canada?) tout le temps (3:52) [blaine] i should try (3:52) [blaine] but it frustrates me to be bad at things [jane] it does me too [jane] i didn't play the clarinet because i was any good at it, just to have a room full of (mostly) friends around [jane] i remember i was horrible in jr. high especially [jane] i almost quit band every year i was in it (3:54) [blaine] but you stuck with it [jane] sometimes i'm astounded i didn't just leave [jane] yeah, until the bitter end. but it wasn't a bitter end [jane] although i was glad to be through with it [jane] but i will always have those band memories [jane] and i'll focus on the good times, forgetting the negative stuff altogether [jane] like any good old person would [jane] probably (3:56) [blaine] that's true [jane] what about hockey? [jane] is it the same? (3:56) [blaine] i don't have time (3:56) [blaine] i play now and again (3:57) [blaine] but i don't have time for a league right now [jane] hey blaine? (4:05) [blaine] hi [jane] i'm going to really go to bed now. (4:05) [blaine] me too in a minute [jane] so, a tout a l'heure (4:05) [blaine] have a really good sleep jane [jane] you too, blaine
- 2005-12-16
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