backyard crowing ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- back in austin 4:47 am jan. 11 i suppose my worrying is that this semester will be just like the last one. i'm determined to change though, i'm getting off of probation darnit. i would say something here like, "if it's the last thing i do", but i'd rather have my Last Thing be something exciting like skydiving. skydiving, now there's a fun, quick way to die. rock on! i've decided to make sure and not hang up on the world this year. i notice anymore when my parents are bugging me that i pull my hair and grit my teeth lightly--or if i'm on the phone, i bang my head against the wall ever so slightly. mom is most amused by this! ah, well. it is funny, i suppose, especially if you're not the victim of the annoyance. it's almost as if the stress my parents put me through is not enough--i must cause myself physical pain as well. you know, a pain i can dictate, i can control. hmph. and why does dad go on about politics? he knows i'm not interested, i wonder why he even opens his mouth. his chatter is interesting at first, but after some time you find yourself looking desperately for a sock. beware. also, do not ask any questions, he will take hours to answer them. sea salt > you 2:32 pm little piece of speech: "Nothing," I told her; only nothing was about as far from the truth that I could imagine. leila (aka my new roommate) came in briefly today to grab some of her stuff. she'll be back saturday, and she wanted to know if i thought a computer was really necessary at college. seeing as i have two, i told her no--why make her worry? besides, a girl CAN get by computerless in college, it's just less convenient. but hey, she'll be forced to do her papers and whatnot within the library's hours of operation, so i suppose that's a good incentive to hurry and finish. i've also told her she can borrow mine. what are roomies for? i want to go have coffee at prufrock's, just to say i've been. i wonder if it's open yet? mmmhmm. i need to work out today! - 2006-01-11 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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