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i'm nuts
"I like you." HOW DO YOU SAY THAT TO A GUY YOU'VE TURNED DOWN TWICE?!?!?! You don't, that's how. Ugh. He's a cool guy, and so much more attractive than I remembered. Maybe it's the cyber sex. I mean...he really turned me on. I almost can't even look at him, but I manage. Why? How can I look at this man? He's not what I expected to want to kiss so badly. But you know what? I don't think he cares about me. Just the way he listens makes me think that he doesn't really care. I still want him though, for both emotional and sexual purposes. I think we could be good for each other, and with each other... He's the youngest of three, and he lives with his eldest brother. The middle child he doesn't get along with. I said to myself that when I saw him, I would kiss him--and more. I don't know why I didn't...but he's a bit overrated...and underrated...and I do know why we didn't do anything sexy...it's because we don't really know each other. I wish we did. I wish we knew each other really, really well... *sighandyawn* I want to make out with him. Badly. i typed this in a textbox and thought about sending it to him, but i would never do that: i don't know what to type. i must admit, i like you now. i know i can't say so though, because you would think i was messing with your feelings. i've turned you down twice, essentially...i had forgotten how nice you were in person. also text i never typed to him: what if i told you i was stupid to turn you down twice and ask to get to know you better? would you think i was insane and indecisive, and therefore not a good girl to date? he has no idea how much i wanted to just rest my head on his shoulder during the movie. i don't think he would be playing hard to get, because guys don't really do that. it's driving me nuts. i'm pretty sure at this point that he isn't interested in me (for once), and now i fear there's nothing i can do to change that. i want him more than ever now. ----------- I Think "I think I can fit you in somewhere," She says, and checks her schedule He stumbles: curiosity She glances: impossibility "I think I have time," She glimpses her watch He sparks: opportunity She bristles: incompatibility "I think I might want to," She examines her fingernails He half smiles: desirability She eyebrow raises: overexcitability "I think I should," She widens her eyes He falters: responsibility She stops: slavery ------------ marcus: Ah, finally off me: woot me: yeesh, at 2:40 am? marcus: Yes me: just a sec marcus: Okie dokie me: AAH! okay, 5 mins. marcus: Okie dokie dokie marcus: Day me: back! marcus: Yay! me: so tommorow is sunday! marcus: And I'm home too! me: sweet marcus: Yes! marcus: No work! me: woooooot marcus: All play! me: wooooooot marcus: And possibly a paper and some studying me: i made a list today of all the things i need to do this week. it is enormous and terrifying me: and i'm quitting the travesty me: they had pot at the party.....and i know that i could work for the travesty and not be exposed to the pot by simply not attending their parties/attending parties that are during the day, but me: i really feel that i don't have time to help them out and ensure that i get my gpa up me: anyways, how are you? me: off work, that's always good marcus: I'm good marcus: Kinda wanting my roomate to go to sleep so I can watch anime marcus: Or whatever I have on my tivo me: is it loud/bright me: tivo is ovit backwards marcus: Yes marcus: Is what loud/bright? me: THAT'S awesome me: anime me: shunnnnn me: you have separate rooms, no? marcus: Yes, but the computer where the anime is hooked up to the big tv marcus: And so is the tv me: oic me: :-) marcus: Roomate: you work tomarrow?Me: Hell, no! me: oic always sounds so hoity toity in chatrooms me: hahahah! me: did he laugh? me: do your friends that smoke pot usuakky do it while hanging outwith you marcus: Not really marcus: Like I said, I only hung out with them once me: at their place, i rememmber that marcus: Yup me: you said last night was crazy, how was it me: (crazy) me: hha marcus: At 12o'clock marcus: The creditcard system died marcus: All of it me: oh no marcus: So we couldn't use ANY credit or debit cards me: and i highly doubt you accept checks me: that's no fun marcus: One of my lanes was getting really pissy marcus: So my manager let them leave me: hah! me: nice marcus: They had $367 tab me: WOW me: no way marcus: I got nothing me: how can you rack up that kind of money when it's only bowling and food? is there something i'm not taking into consideration? how many people were on that lane? me: ugh me: are they not allowed back again? marcus: The games cost 5.50 each per person per game marcus: They bowled like 19 games me: wow marcus: $4 for shoes me: crazy me: who bowls 19 games? is this "normal" bowling alley behavior? marcus: Well there were 6 people me: is that an avg. number of players? me: or small or large? me: sorry to hear they didn't tip you me: that's really frustrating me: or as some annoying people say, "fustrating" me: *hug* marcus: *hughug* me: you need a hug marcus: I'm watching scrubs me: cool me: i've seen it advertised, looks really funny me: and zach braff is pretty awesome marcus: Yes, yes he is me: he's in a new movie but i forgot what it's called me: the last kiss marcus: The Last Kiss me: bah! me: beat you me: nanny nanny boo boo me: but you get honorary mention for capitalization me: :-D me: *nibble* marcus: Teehee, teehee me: somehow i can't picture you saying "teehee", but i enjoy the thought marcus: You know me: i do marcus: Neither can i me: you're such a poser, marcus me: :-P marcus: Yes ma'am me: *snuggle* marcus: Woohoo! XD me: hehehe! me: ah, this is fun me: random 3 am chats me: they're 4 teh_win! me: marcus? me: *sniff* me: okay while you do that im going to wash my face me: :-) me: brb marcus: Sorry, I'm watching the anime now me: oh me: boo me: do you still want to do something tommorow? me: maybe coffee? marcus: Maybe coffee, maybe lunch marcus: Maybe a movie me: okay cool me: any of those sound good marcus: Maybe movie AND lunch? (Drafthouse) me: one question though, could you give me a ride? me: yeah, sounds like fun marcus: Oh, yeah, no doubt me: do you have any movies you'd like to see? me: i don't really know what's out marcus: Well, Jackass isn't one to watch while eating... me: or for me to watch ever... me: and you've already seen it, no? marcus: Yes marcus: Saw it opening night me: so i am looking and there seem to be four different drafthouses marcus: Yes marcus: There's one near campus, one near cedar park marcus: And two more somewhere else marcus: Which is about as vague as it gets me: cool me: where do you live again? marcus: near pflugerville me: wow, so that's a ways me: isn't it? marcus: Not really me: i don't know these things not driving marcus: About 15 from campus me: ah, so not too bad me: good marcus: Oh GLORIOUS A/C!! me: YAAAAAAAY! me: did it just start working? marcus: No, we got it fixed thursday or friday me: wow air conditioning is so amazing, especially if you go without it for very long marcus: Yes marcus: Hurricane Rita wasn't so bad me: not for you, anyway me: nor i marcus: Yeah me: weren't you wishing it would ruin part of your house or sthg? me: my parents evacuated though me: my dad to visit me in austin marcus: Not really me: and my mom tried to evacuate me: it was a dissapointing hurricane, ha me: actually i was really worried marcus: Houston evacuating was stupid marcus: It barreled right through the Beaumont/Pt. Arthur area me: louisianans not evacuating was stupid, i think that's the reason marcus: Well, louisiana is stupid in general me: *squeeze* marcus: !!! me: so are many texans me: why so amazed at squeezing? marcus: Es fun! marcus: *squeeze* me: it is marcus: Well, in the evacuation policy sence, louisiana is stupid marcus: Texas had all its shit together me: ah, the evacuees making texas/houston overpopulated marcus: They were loading busses full of people and loading the busses onto C-31s at the airport me: wow! me: i didn't know that marcus: Yup me: that's wild marcus: That's awsome me: that's turner classic movies marcus: Better than letting a bus full of old people explode on a highway me: uhm.....yep, it is marcus: Yup me: explode? were buses exploding? marcus: One did outside of houston me: ouch me: how scary marcus: Somthing about a leaky o2 tank and the heat me: wow marcus: Yup me: *smooch* me: *smooch* me: I need to start running... me: And change my diet marcus: Drastically me: go for it! me: seriously, do it marcus: I have no will power marcus: Or idea how to accomplish such feats me: seems like you're always talking about how you've just gotten back from eating unhealthy stuff me: you would probably feel a lot better/healthier marcus: *cough* me: hehe me: *hug* marcus: I've at least stopped eating in the dead of night me: that's good, that's a start marcus: *lays head on your lap* me: do you think it has helped? me: *runs fingers through your hair* marcus: I would think so yeah me: *kiss* marcus: *kiss neck* me: *kicks off shoes* marcus: Meh, I'm already down to boxers and in bed :-P me: hehe! me: i'm not even wearing shoes, it just sounded good marcus: lol me: i'm in a shirt and wind shorts, very fun me: an old band shirt, wow am i cool marcus: No bra or panties? me: panties yes marcus: I have all four of my band shirts me: me too me: plus some bass clarinet section shirts me: we had a lot of pride in our little b. clar section me: bass clarinets have more fiber than ordinary ones marcus: Riverdance, the sound of the 60s, You're a good man Charlie Brown, and Cirque du Soleil: La Nouba me: i think it's awesome you did a cirque show marcus: I do too marcus: It was so much fun too! me: i've seen three of those--quidam, dralion, and another that i can't remember the name of marcus: Was it Varekai when it went to Houston 2 years ago? marcus: That's one I saw me: varekai, yeah me: that was it! me: with my mom me: i can't remember if we've had this conversation yet or not me: ooh, maybe we were there on the same day me: haha marcus: Vaguely familliar marcus: lol, that'd be a trip marcus: Aaaaaaand my nipples are all hard... me: especially if we were sitting like a couple of seats away or something marcus: Well, sweetheart, I'm about to lose consiousness me: oops :-) me: you're turning into a woman! marcus: *feels around* me: nipples de homme don't get hard, do they? marcus: Nope, no chance of that anytime soon marcus: Yeah they do me: really?! me: i didn't know marcus: All the time marcus: Its not the on- marcus: Bah, too easy me: just for fun or when the dude is excited about....ahem me: y'know marcus: The same rules apply to guys nipples as girls me: wow, i've really learned something today me: i did not know that marcus: Its cold, excited, been playing with them, etc me: *smooch* marcus: *deep kiss* marcus: I'm about to go to sleep me: *swirls tongue around* me: okay mister marcus: *rubs breast* me: mmm marcus: I'll call you tomarrow me: okie doke me: mwah! marcus: Nighty night, lovely marcus: *pinches nipple lightly* me: *gasp* me: goodnight, mister marcus: Good gasp or bad gasp? me: good, of course! marcus: Yay! me: yay indeed marcus: Goodnight me: night marcus is away at 4:21:42 AM. After we went to the Alamo drafthouse for to see �The Last Kiss�: me: hey! me: that was fun marcus: Yup me: did i just hear eyes rolling? haha marcus: No, but I am watching Desprate Housewives me: my mom loves that show! me: the night before your test?! me: for shame marcus: Pff me: eh, sounds familiar me: *hug* marcus: Yay! me: hehe me: i can't wait for this insane week to be over marcus: What's insane about it? me: it hasn't even started and it's already stressful, lol me: just a lot of stuff to do--a couple of papers, two tests, a project and several readings me: and then quitting the travesty marcus: Ah, hah me: at least my life isn't boring, i have something to journal about me: well, it's not boring to me, anyway me: hah? HAH?!?!?!?! he jests at those that never felt a wound! me: just kidding, of course me: no, scars--not those me: i'm messing up the shakespeare me: shakespeare shakes beer marcus: Yar me: you're so talkative tonight :-P *snuggle* me: lookee there, a bit of sarcasm, an emoticon AND an action all rolled into one line me: i'm so efficient marcus: Woot woot me: hm me: well, i should go read marcus: Okie dokie me: *hug* marcus: *hug*
1:24 pm - sunday, sept. 24, 2006
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