backyard crowing ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- default emotion I have many journals, one of them is a gratitude journal. Some days though I don't want a guided journal of any sort. I don't want to be told I need to be grateful. Today I am tired and sunburned. Yesterday was an enneagram meetup, I was the host. I brought handouts from all of the Texas meetups, made copies, made it into a packet. Brought bagels as well. Sunburns make you tired, it seems. I had 9 hours of sleep last night and I can barely keep my head up. My room is very depressing. I need to clean it, but getting up the energy feels impossible. Maybe next weekend I won't do a meetup with the group I created. And I need to listen to myself more, to my own body. I need to go on walks with my group, or with myself. It's not fair to just always do what other people want to do. I love to make people laugh. I love improv, and tantric dating classes, and sleep, and keeping my place clean. I love egg burritos and desserts at my local bakery. I love trying new things. I wish sadness was not my brain's default emotion. 10:22 am - Monday, Feb. 28, 2022 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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