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lazy day

today has been awfully lazy. last night from about 9:30-3am i went to leah's house with joey, elyse, and colin. we watched shanghai noon, played that harry potter trivia game again (but joey hasn't read the books, so he was lost), watched:

-a little bit of fear factor
-boy meets world

...what else did we do? oh, yeah. we also baked those yummy break 'n' bake cookies. twas fun. i only have three more class days and three days of finals. after that, i'm home free! i've got to find a buyer for my new found glory tickets if i want to go home one may 12. if i don't find one, i'll either give the ticket away or just leave for home on may 16 instead. we'll see.

so, i resubmitted my appy to face (the third time around) yesterday. hopefully i'll get a reply monday or something.

oh, yeah, and i don't have to take my music final b/c i already have an A in the course! as a result, i only have 4 finals. unfortunately, though, history and polisci are on the same day.

i also got another paper back from my english prof on friday. and i didn't confront chris. i NEED to confront chris, and in a mature way. it's hard for me to be angry, though. he'll get off easy.

listening to: Coheed and Cambria, among other things that i've illegally downloaded from soulseek

watching: stephen lynch live dvd, he's some comedian

Your Brain is 66.67% Female, 33.33% Male

Your brain leans female

You think with your heart, not your head

Sweet and considerate, you are a giver

But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

You Are 26 Years Old
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.
What Age Do You Act?
You are
What Rejected Crayon Are You?

Your Geek Profile:

Movie Geekiness: Moderate
Music Geekiness: Moderate
Academic Geekiness: Low
Fashion Geekiness: Low
Gamer Geekiness: Low
Geekiness in Love: Low
Internet Geekiness: Low
SciFi Geekiness: Low
General Geekiness: None
How Geeky Are You?
Your Irish Name Is...
Zaira MacDermot
What's your Irish Name?
You Will Die at Age 70
You're pretty average when it comes to how you live... And how you'll die as well.
What Age Will You Die?

Your Linguistic Profile:

60% General American English
20% Dixie
15% Yankee
5% Upper Midwestern
0% Midwestern
What Kind of American English Do You Speak?
Your True Birth Month Is November
Patient Secretive Romantic Inquisitive Trustworthy Determined Hardworking High-spirited High abilities Unpredictable Never give up Sharp thinking Thinks forward Always thinking Motivates oneself Loves to be alone Has a lot of ideas Difficult to fathom Extraordinary ideas Unique and brilliant Brave and generous Well-built and tough Careful and cautious Dynamic in personality Deep love and emotions Uncertain in relationships Honest and keeps secrets Can become good doctors Less talkative but amiable Stubborn and hard-hearted Fine and strong clairvoyance Not able to control emotions Does not appreciates praises Thinks differently from others If there is a will, there is a way Hardly become angry unless provoked Knows how to get secrets out of others
What's Your True Birth Month?

Your English Skills:

Punctuation: 80%
Grammar: 60%
Spelling: 60%
Vocabulary: 0%
Does Your English Cut the Mustard?
9:40 pm, same day: wow. a lot can change in a short amount of time, can't it? i'm so glad i have good hearing. a few minutes ago, joey left with colin to walk to whataburger. but right before they left, joey went to the bathroom. elyse was sitting at her computer, and colin kneeled down beside her. i think (not SURE, i think) that he asked my roomie if it was okay if joey asked me out). AH! wow. i could sense a little flirtatiousness, but i wasn't sure. maybe he will be a second date! but i'm not so sure about elyse. if he asks me out, i don't know what i'll do...yes, i do. i will say, "maybe" and ask him "can i get back to you on that?" or something to that effect. i will then ask elyse if it's okay with her, and then decide for myself if i should date joey. then i will tell him my decision. then all will be well with the world. yay. ack! i am stressed. i can't go primp, b/c that would be much too obvious. so here i sit, waiting. wondering whether or not joey will ask me out when he returns with colin. feelings in all directions are at stake. joey-may want to ask me out, i'm not sure elyse-may be bothered by my going out with joey (even though she's with colin now) colin-may be offended if elyse isn't cool with joey asking me out, since joey broke up with elyse and now elyse is with colin i-don't want to disturb my currently silent roomie, and i want to get along with her. however, i am somewhat interested in this guy, and if joey was some outsider that nobody knew and he asked me out, i know i would say yes. but this dramatic situation remains. alas, i do not know what to do. all i know is that i DO NOT want to sacrifice an awesome roomie relationship for a tentative romantic one. i just want the four of us to be happy. i am so confused. maybe i should just leave and not come back until midnight. where would i go? i guess i could go anywhere, really. anywhere but here. then i would avoid seeing joey again tonight. i think i still have him interested. i can't let him be uninterested! he barely knows me. and what about his breakup with elyse? it happened fairly recently, really. elyse has pulled me into drama, and i actually like it. or do i? no, i don't. i am now stressed, and she is not talking to me.

5:12 p.m. - 2005-04-30


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