backyard crowing ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- .clean rooms "Grad school is an extended adolescence." -something i saw in a psycology video on moms getting hyseterical about their kids' rooms being messy: so yeah...i don't know where that was going, and it's 2:34 in the morning, so forgive me, i'm not entirely "with it". "Don't Lie" is a new song by the Black Eyed Peas and i've decided i like it. i skipped school again. this is becoming a horribly bad habit. i desperately need to get into a better sleeping pattern, and tonight isn't helping. i did a crapload (meaning around 8 or 9 loads) of laundry today. it was insane how long that took. i was going to see that movie "reel paradise" but my aunt got online and started to chat w/me so i missed it...grrr...i am too much of a nice guy. i should have just politely told her that i would be late if i didn't leave now. anyways, i changed my settings so that when windows comes up, messenger won't come up with it. therefore no more unexpected chats with an aunt you'd rather not be chatting with! instant messenger was my thing in junior high, but now it just annoys me. i get very little pleasure out of it. i have no gossip, that's what jr. high chatting always thrived on. and i can't "chat dirty" like erica does, and i become extremely bored when william starts typing my way (and he never fails to initiate a conversation, trust me). ...and mez is always WRITING IN ALL CAPS BECAUSE I AM NEVER ONLINE TO TALK TO HER. mez, there is a reason for that. why else do i not enjoy chatting, you ask? and i know nobody asked, but i'm telling you anyway. why chat when you can go see each other? i rarely have anything witty to say, and when chatting i find it's often even more difficult...although on the flip side i am a better writer than speaker. maybe that's wrong, maybe i'm a wittier chatter than i think. i dunno, but i do know i'm not as witty as erica, which i am cool with even though i keep writing about her. bottom line is, aim is something i am simply not addicted to. when i chat i feel like i need to keep the conversation rolling or else the other person will get offended. i hate having to say, "hey, i've gotta go now or else i won't make my 9:40 movie. tchao!" and what's ridiculous is that saying these things is not at all offensive--i just think it is. it's like when i'm on the phone i always wait for the other person to hang up before i do. i guess i just feel that if i stop chatting w/them, it is as if i have stopped listening to them, and i am a good listener (most of the time) and want to help people by listening. i haven't revised this at all so i know it is complete crap. Cameron Crowe's new movie Elizabethtown with kirsten dunst and orlando bloom looks interesting. he did Almost Famous, so pretty much he can do no wrong. also...the dude who played jeff bebe in almost famous (jason lee) will star in a new movie called "My Name is Earl", or "All About Earl", or something like that. jason lee has acted in other films too, of course, like "dogma".
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