backyard crowing ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- affection I haven't written in forever--not truly, anyway, and certainly not longhand. I've seen several movies lately--World Trade Center with dad in the theater yesterday, Prime, Jerry Seinfeld's "I'm Telling You for the Last Time," and then Shopgirl just last night. I'm exhausted. I need to go to bed. I wonder what Marcus is doing. I'd like him just to hold me at the moment, but we're not even in a relationship, and I don't know whether or not I want one. I think he would like one. "It's nice to be needed." - Thumbsucker I think I will be a very affectionate person when I get into a relationship with someone. I'm excited about the cruise in January! Wow, 2007. It's unfathomable, I suppose. Thought I had in the car, I forgot what made me think it: All improvement is change, but not all change is improvement. Now, that is not particularly novel or inspiring, but I swear I had a reason for that thought. I believe I was thinking about human nature, and how everyone constantly seeks to improve their lives, but one person's definition of improvement may be another's epitome of ruin. There, I got nothing. I had a couple of dreams night before last, but I'll tell you about them later as I'm drifting. 1:29 am - Saturday, august 19, 2006 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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