backyard crowing
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me and the major don't see eye to eye
Anymore I am starting to believe that maybe part of the reason we are wild, curse, shock, listen to "offensive" music, become drunk, sleep with anyone we pass on Saturday night --
Maybe part of the reason we are like this is because we are bored.
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Maybe the only reason I want to be a journalism major is so that I can fit in somewhere, so that I can have a place to belong and a specific career to follow. Maybe I'm just afraid of the possibilities that might lay before me if I chose some other major. Maybe I'm just looking for security.
No, there is more to me and my major than that.
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i don't understand why i'm so conflicted.
i'll never know my roommate again. we will likely never see each other again after this. i WANT to get along with her. i WANT to acknowledge her
presence. i hate ignoring a person; it's difficult for me. i'm too nice, i am far too nice.
even though she doesn't deserve my niceness, i suppose i should give it to her anyway. that's what God would do.
how do you be God?
6:31 pm - Thursday, Apr. 12, 2007
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