backyard crowing
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missing R
The youtubers I watch provide normalcy.
Meditating does this, too.
My head hurts, and I am still hung over from last night.
I got to video chat live with R for the first time today. It was lovely.
I really miss him.
I've been having a breakdown today because of some stuff that happened last night. It's for another entry.
I called the suicide help line, and they truly were helpful. Even though this wasn't about suicide, it was just a crisis.
It's going to be okay, I'm going to be okay, R is going to be okay. Our love is so much stronger than what happened. So much longer lasting, and so much deeper.
10:46 pm - Saturday, Nov. 18, 2017
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