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Memoirist. Now that could be interesting.

I'm sitting here with Creg, and he's playing bass in the nude. It's his favorite composer on the speakers, some video game composer. A woman.

I guess I shouldn't be jealous, he did speak of being "in love" with her, but I know it's only in a fanboy kind of way.

I'm not sure how I know that, but I do.

I lost my engagement ring a second time. The place R and I bought it at has closed its doors -- and I can't recall the name of the jeweler, either.

I was looking at rings, contemplating replacing it again.

Then I began to consider self-marriage.

I've told Creg that I'll speak to my mother about R. I'd like her feedback. Maybe speaking to her will bring clarity.

Maybe I will finally break it off with R after talking to her.

6:24 pm - Friday, Aug. 14, 2020


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