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hot doc o'clock

(if you're following my cuddle buddy exploits with a hot doctor, there's a recent post about it before this one, too!)

This morning I used my vibrator again and holy moly, I was ready to go! Sexual activity begets more sexual activity, it seems! I'm not sure how much withholding / edging I'd really want to do to myself.

Yesterday he had me hold off on coming until he said it was okay to come. He's so good at dominating.

I've been doing a bit of research on BDSM, a thing I haven't thought about in ages.

The doc has me watching Forks Over Knives, and The Game Changers.

I'm thrilled that he likes to play doctor in exciting. God, he's cute.

I need to be careful about catching feelings for him. He loves his wife.


The high of all that we did yesterday has lasted awhile. It really brought me out of a rut.

And at the same time, maybe I'm experiencing a "drop" -- the BDSM term for a bit of a post coital depression.

I'm feeling both high and low at the same time.

But ultimately it's going to be a good week -- my nightmare roommate has a 2-4 week gig in person in Santa Monica. Which means my new home is the living room couch, and my productivity will soar.


I can't stop listening to the song "Golden Ticket" by Masego/Common/Brasstracks. It's the best song ever.

11:12 am - Thursday, Nov. 12, 2020


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