backyard crowing
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default emotion
I have many journals, one of them is a gratitude journal.
Some days though I don't want a guided journal of any sort.
I don't want to be told I need to be grateful.
Today I am tired and sunburned.
Yesterday was an enneagram meetup, I was the host.
I brought handouts from all of the Texas meetups, made copies, made it into a packet.
Brought bagels as well.
Sunburns make you tired, it seems.
I had 9 hours of sleep last night and I can barely keep my head up.
My room is very depressing. I need to clean it, but getting up the energy feels impossible.
Maybe next weekend I won't do a meetup with the group I created.
And I need to listen to myself more, to my own body.
I need to go on walks with my group, or with myself. It's not fair to just always do what other people want to do.
I love to make people laugh.
I love improv, and tantric dating classes, and sleep, and keeping my place clean.
I love egg burritos and desserts at my local bakery.
I love trying new things.
I wish sadness was not my brain's default emotion.
10:22 am - Monday, Feb. 28, 2022
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