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dormir
I google phrases frequently like,
"how to recover from romantic rejection"
"how to self soothe after you've been dumped"
Etc.
One of the suggestions was to journal about it.
I don't really understand how I get so attached so quickly. I think it might have to do with how quickly I sleep with a man.
And today I am tired, so tired, and somewhat hungover. I believe that exacerbates the feelings of sadness.
I'm sad that I had something great, and now I have it no longer.
I worry I'll never find someone new. Or that if I do, it won't be as great.
I don't want to be single forever. I don't want to be single now.
A man I hit on at a bar on April 10th who friended me on insta --
Because he has seen my posts, we got to chatting a bit. And so now we're meeting up tomorrow.
So 3 months have passed... should I give him a chance? In practice, I am, because we're meeting up.
But should I take this with any kind of seriousness? He didn't move before towards me, so why would he now?
My body image issues I feel are at an all time high.
Sleep, I believe, will mend some of these feelings.
It has to.
3:20 pm - Saturday, Jul. 02, 2022
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