lend me some sugar, i am your neighbor!

becca - 2007-12-12 18:07:53
Hey, don't worry about it. It had gone through my mind quite a few times before you left a comment anyway. I am not that worried about it. He's caused so much trouble for me and it's affected the whole family that it won't just be a "Never mind, let's invite him in anyway" scenario. We've been there done that and seen so much in between. I don't know how much you know about my past with my ex but in short he was a heavy drinker who had quite a temper on him. That's enough without getting too depressing on you and there was alot of problems last year but it's like I'm 100 times stronger this year. I just don't want all this to have a lasting effect on my little boy. What happened in the past, happened. I live with it. I got through it. I don't want Matthew dragged into it. I would be happy for Matthew to see his dad any other time but he's impossible to get hold of and only calls us if he wants something or to flash some cash. But don't blame yourself for that entry, I just decided to stop skirting around the things I have been thinking about the last couple of weeks. xxx
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