backyard crowing
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another victim
i'm a daydream believer, right?
sure i am.
oh, HELL yes.
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"There's no success like failure, and failure is no success at all."
-something my music teacher told us to ingrain into our heads...he neglected to tell us the author of the quote, though...
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i didn't even SEE ray in music on monday. i imagine he was probably there somewhere, and i looked for him briefly with no success. i'm happy. i...i wonder if he knows how much i dread seeing him. i hope he's okay, Christmas was a hard time what with seeing his father, another Parkinson's victim.
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anymore, i'm making good grades for jimmy. he's one person to look to for inspiration. if he's not at rock bottom now, i imagine it's near. if he had the nonpresence of addiction and the opportunities that lay before me, i know he would put his all and then some into school. so can i. so will i.
you can do it, jimbo. i haven't seen or talked to you in months, and i'm discouraged from making contact with you, but i'm cheering you on, even silently.
i hope our family doesn't disown him, and that he comes to his senses. i don't know that i could disown him, but i'm obviously keeping my distance, which is not difficult seeing as he's in oklahoma.
arg, i am so the drama today...there's really no need for it, either.
1:44 pm - Tuesday, Jan. 30, 2007
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