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\"for life's not a paragraph\"

i set my alarm clock to ring at six am this morning and it didn't. usually when this happens it means that i did not slide the little plastic bar over to "alarm", but this time i'm baffled as to what just occurred. maybe it is finally truly broken. i'll test it before i forget to and miss class again tommorow.

oh, yeah. and i will officially drop anthro, which is depressing yet necessary. i love that class but something's gotta give.

so far i have 51 random things about me for my 100 list. this next entry will be a kickass one, i guess.

i sent out three homemade postcards yesterday to PostSecret. they are as follows:
1. I highlight whole pages in my textbooks...and then sell them back.
2. I love my cousin more than he thinks. (heart-shaped)
3. I want to be on the Internet! (with a picture of a computer and an image of my very postcard on the screen).

so if the dude behind it all thinks i'm in the least bit creative/genuine, i may be...on the internet. that would be fun! i need to remember it went out today in the mail so that i can keep checking the site in a week or so when he'll receive my cards. he gets about 50 everyday and posts about 10 new ones every sunday, so chances are i won't make it on the site, but it was still fun making those things. and hey, now my secrets are out. numbers one and three aren't anything to be very ashamed of, really, but number two is nice to tell. then again, i have entrusted a couple of people with that information. brenna, for example, and elyse. they both thought it was pretty strange. i think this guy reads so many secrets everyday that he might actually take me seriously, and not laugh. then again, he could choose to not believe me as well.

i miss being the responsible, level-headed roommate. i'm beginning to think that maybe living with a bad influence is a good influence on me--that way when i see someone (like my roommate) doing something bad/lazy/whatever, i can change myself so that i don't become like them. if i'm surrounded by uber smart hardworking people i feel inadequate and have a hard time even trying to beat them because they're just so far ahead of me. is this weird? i'm not blaming my roommate for my own laziness--it's NOT that at all. i don't know. i just feel like crap today, as usual. this journal is probably the most idiot thing i've read. ugh.

on a happier note, i think e.e. cummings is wonderful. i plan to recite a couple of his poems at the next family reunion. "since feeling is first" is my favorite poem EVER and i want it heard! he also has several not-so-g-rated poems which i would LoVE to present to our family tree but i don't think anybody would let me...unless i didn't tell them what i was going to do until last minute.

Your death will be from being alone....Most likely
becaus you have no friends or family to give
you support in anyway...all you have is
yourself. You will probably live alone all your
life and have no social contact what so
ever....You will most likely die of old age in
your home all alone....with no one there to
morn for you...

How Will You Die And Why? .:Beautiful Dark Pics:.
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cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed

What Sign of Affection Are You?
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You chose green eyes. You are a very fun person to be around. You
appreciate all the little things in life, even
if it's something like a soft pillow, or a
certain tree. You can also see the good in
people too, and like them for it. You have many
dreams, and you want to fullfill them all
before you die. You are also mysterious, and
secretive, and guys/girls are attracted to you
for it.

The Eye color personality test
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Benny & Joon: Well your different. Be proud. You
probably don't judge people harshly either..
that makes a good person

Which Johnny Depp Movie Are You Most Like?
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Wow your perfect for me, and I might be perfect for
you. Rate this a 5 and drop me a line. Lets
talk and see what else have in common.
([email protected])

Would I date you? (Girls only)
brought to you by Quizilla oh wow. hehehehe. yup, that's one i'm not responding to, especially since 78% of the people who took this quiz got the same results as i did.

You are like Hermonie or Harry potter! You missed 0-1 Great Job You get a full grade in
your N.E.W.E.T

Harry Potter (N.E.W.T.S.)
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You are earth. You love animals and your
friends.You always love walking into forests
and admiring your surroundings. You never let
people give you a bad attitude unless its for a
particular reason.

What Elemental Anime Angel Are You?(New and improved with pics, music, and backround. Girlz only! )
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You are Proverbs.

Which book of the Bible are you?
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You are a Shy lover! You tend to shy away from the
one you love, but that doesnt make your love
any less pure. In fact, shy love tends to be
more pure than many other kinds of love. If you
would just put some force into being noticed by
the one you adore, then you can get them
interested in you.

What Kind Of Love Do You Show?(With Pics)
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You will have a Content love. Not
boring, but without fights and problems. You
will just... be in love. Simple as that. As a
person, you're not the one who laughs highest
or most often, nor the one in the dark corner
crying. You are the one who sits watching
everyone else, often with a little smile
playing on your lips. To you, life is good and
you will get what you wish for. You will fall
for someone who is himself, and lets you be
you.

Please rate aaaaand... eat chocolate bars?
*cough*rate*cough* ^^

2:01 p.m. - 2005-10-17
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