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missing people

sometimes i do, i really do. i think that the bond between abbie and i is so strong that surely something bad will happen to one of us, we'll die or something, and then one of us will go through a movielike coming of age story. i would rather be the one dying, i wouldn't want to go through losing her. what kind of meaning would that give my life? and what would she do if i died? what quirks would we have for the rest of our lives if the other one stopped living? what random saying or object or song would cause us to spontaneously burst into tears because of our memories?

i don't know, but it sounds like it would make a good story. i don't want to think about it though, maybe some other time.

- tuesday, Nov. 18, 2008


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